Sunday, June 15, 2008

9.5 weeks is better than 12 steps

I told my parents I was going to church this morning. Instead, I went to Barnes and Noble and had a delicious, past-due lunch at Panera Bread. It was yummy.

And fun. I could have told my parents I was going to these other places but..I just didn't. I only felt bad when I had to lie when my mom asked, "Did they recognize the dad's at church today?" and "Was church packed?" O well. Forgive me Jesus.

I left the house accidentally without my watch, but I think they actually helped. I got to B&N and picked up this month's Glamour, and a copy of A New Earth, by Eckhart Tolle. Glamour is my favvvv magazine, and I heard A New Earth was supposed to be life changing. The first page wasn't really speaking to me, personally. Thursday's Oprah was pretty good, about positive thinking and sh*t, so I figured I should read this book that everyone's been reading, including my sis. I do believe in the Secret, but my earth is good for right now. Not ready for a new one yet. I have been going back to my positive thinking and I finally pulled my vision board out the box its been packed up in since I moved back home. I put it on the wall adjacent to my bed.

Friday night I spent the night with an old friend, I don't know if that's the proper name for my ex-boyfriend of almost 3 years. Anyways, the night was interesting. Spent a long time, possibly too much time recounting the days of being young and foolish, which we both realized were yet to be over, as we continued to act even more young and foolish. I did good, I have a problem running off at the mouth when it comes to my heart, but I tried my best to keep most of what i had to say (that shouldn't be said) to myself. We agreed I have a big heart, I've known but never really thought about it, which is for better...and for worse. Fun times though. Trying to remember it's summer.

Last night I saw few of my lovely besties. They were headed out to the club, I passed...on what sounds like was a great night. I headed over a few hours before they left to catch up and attempted to assist in making them more beautiful than they already are. I didn't go because...it was an all white party, I didn't have much to wear and..I couldn't spare $20 for a ticket out of my budget (14 days til pay dayyyy!!!!).

I'm looking forward to going to work tomorrow amazingly...this is my last full week of summer school! Finally. A friend of mine is coming to visit me this week, so I'm highly anticipating their arrival :)

I'm relieved to know the weather here is finally drifting away from the 100+ degrees a week or so ago. I know it's summer but...that was like hell! Maybe I can make it back to the pool this week without roasting.

Okay. I think I'm done here. It's Sunday that means Post Secret.

ciao.

6 comments:

dessex said...

you skipped church for B&N....thats horrible lol

niki.mac said...

@dessex ---> sometimes barnes and noble can give you more than church!

@sis ---> glad you had a good weekend!! love u mucho ;)

karrie b. said...

that old friend who's incidentally ur ex...yea, u just call him ur ex bf :/

-KB

1/3 of what I used to be said...

hmm..spending time with your ex? I hope he's a good guy. I would hate to have to make a trip to NC on account of him doing something stupid lol <-- oops being overprotective lol

YAY! to summer school almost being over

Im glad its getting cooler too! Now I can finally leave the house without the sun scorching me lol

i.can't.complain. said...

the ex, hunh

be careful w/your heart, ms. m

that getting paid every other week business can suck.

it cooled off here too

definitely good to get a break from the heat

-1-

Adrianne M said...

Dessex --> No it's not!! I've done worse things on Sundays.

Niki-->lu2


KarrieB--> Yea, I know he is officially my ex-boyfriend lol. I don't know why I've waited so long to coin that term for him...

1/3--> You don't have to worry about coming down for that...youre welcome to come visit me and my sis though! Last day of class= Monday= YUM.

-1- --> I know,I'm feeling pretty confident in my heart now a days actually. I can do it.
I haven't gotten paid ALL SUMMER! this is my first check since working May 12 :O